in this moment

This longest of days seemed to stretch on and on and on. I wondered if it would ever end.

But, though the night dragged relentlessly, it was not the worst night of my life. I took

comfort from that. And I was not alone. There was a great deal of comfort in that, too.

Ten cytat pochodzi z mojej ukochanej Sagi a dokładniej z trzeciej książki Eclipse.Bardzo mi sie spodobał ten cytat, i może troche teraz mam podobny nastroj co bohaterka...tylko w moim przypadku przedostatnie zdanie powinno brzmieć : I was alone.

Przykry to stan,poprostu jest mi smutno i źle...a poza tym odczuwam taki dziwny stan,jakby mi było wszystko jedno...Przestałam już czekać na spełnienie mych marzeń,powoli już trace nadzieje .

Chyba już mi jest wszystko obojętne i na niczym mi nie zależy...

A tutaj piosenka bardzo się w niej zasłuchałam:

Lenka "Show"

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show